listening : Tonight - FM static
i dont knowing why but im suddenly in a bad mood.
maybe its my phone.
or maybe my phone is just the trigger.
ive been feeling weird for a while.
just didnt want to address it,
didnt want to touch it for fear i will start emo-ing for a long time again.
the last emo bout i had lasted from may to end july.
2 freaking shit months.
never again will i go thru such shit for u.
i dont even see the point of the 2 months anymore.
i have frens who are much worth me spending my time with than
emo-ing at home like some idiot when you obviously dont care.
i told u to read my blog.
my advice fell on deaf ears.
and im going to bother blogging FOR YOU TO SEE.
if you cant even make the efffort to figure out my html,
which is on my msn anyway,
to type /copy it in,
click 'go',
than eff you.
because u cant make an effort to do anything.
and since u think that way,
why cant i?
i shall follow ur example than.
i hated that i always had to call first.
as if i wasnt impt enough for u to pick up the phone.
i hate that i was always the one who had to ask u out,
even though u cant be bothered to ASK,
and yet complained i didnt go out with you.
i hate the fact that nothing ever seems to be of importance to u.
nothing. i havent seen any sign of it other than ur com.
if thats the case,
then why are u stopping me from letting go?
for doing this to myself?
for always talking to nobody.
because nobody listens.
